QuOtE Of ThE DaY!

"God didn't promise days without pain, Laughter without sorrow, Nor sun without rain... but He did promise strength for the day, Comfort for the tears, and Light for the way..."

EaStEr TiMe, SpRiNg TiMe!

This Easter season my heart is full of so much gratitude for my loving Savior. We missed out on going to the Easter Pageant this year, which makes me very sad but there is always next year. As I sat in sacrament meeting today I have never felt the spirit so much as I listened to the wonderful talks given of the Saviors life. I got the chance to hear from our young home teacher and our new YW leader and her husband. Certain things hit me in a different way today. My heart has been extremely full all day. Sure it was fun to see what the "Easter Bunny" left me this morning and to hunt for eggs with my brother and sister but the best thing of all was feeling my Saviors love for me. These past couple months have been some rough ones, but they have only gotten easier as I've turned to my Savior. I've experienced the Atonement in a different way and I have come to know of his great love for me. He die for us and he felt our every pain. He calms the storms that we face daily if we ask in faith. He is there to comfort with times get tough. When the world runs out on us he will ALWAYS be there. Never have I felt his hand so much in my life these past couple months. I love my Savior and I'm thankful for the price he paid for me and for this Easter season where I can be reminded of the Atonement.

I love Easter so much! It's a time for me to be with family and to learn and grow with them as we express our love to each other about our Savior. This year we had a family BBQ, egg coloring contest and egg hunt at my grandparents. Unfortunately we were only able to have 3 out of our 7 families join us but the others were there with us in spirit. My favorite part about that night was dancing in the rain with most of my cousins and laughing till we had nothing left. Then on Sunday we met my dad's family out at Phoenician for Easter brunch. Oh how I love spending time with my older cousins! 

This Easter was truly the best!!

It'S LiFe!

This is one of the several songs I've written. This is just a rough draft of it so who knows... it could change. 

Life's an uphill battle

Never knowing what your day is gonna bring

You go strong,

You move on,

And hold on to all you've got.

Sometimes you'll hurt,

Sometimes you'll cry,

But just push through the pain

And let your future shine bright

Cause you can shine brighter than you think.

Sometimes you'll laugh,

Sometimes you'll smile,

Just show the world what you've got.

Life's an uphill battle

Never knowing what your day is gonna bring

You go strong, 

You move on,

And hold on to all you've got.

Moments come,

And moments go,

But memories are a lifetime thing.

You've only got one chance,

So live your life as best as you can.

BaSeBaLl!

A double baseball season has officially begun at my house. For years we've always been doing two baseball seasons and supporting two teams. My dad is well into his baseball season at Shepherd Jr. High being 8-0. We are hoping to be city champs for the 5th year in a row. My dad sure knows how to run a strong team. We are so proud of him for is excellent coaching. He is so dedicated to coaching and to his boys! April 15th with Shepherd plays Highland, I may be a hawk but I'm a stallion at heart! :) Joey is just starting his season for Gilbert American Little League and is on the Cubs team. (Our family's favorite team) He just recently has his opening day on Saturday and played a great first game even with having a broken finger. As I was helping  him load up his huge bag since he couldn't use a hand someone came up to me and said, "Man you know how to back a baseball bag good! Joey you have an amazing sister." and he replied saying, "Yes I certainly do. She always supports me no matter what." He is right I support him 100%. But that's what watching baseball and being apart of it for not almost 16 years does for ya. I felt so good after the guy walked away. Joey's been playing baseball since he was 4 and to hear something like that felt so good. I have an amazing brother! I enjoy watching Joey play baseball more than anyone. It makes me so happy to watch him play a game that he loves SO much! He is an amazing player and just like our dad is 100% dedicated. He is playing catcher and shortstop this year with some occasional pitching. I've really enjoyed watching him year after year get better and become the player he is today. He is a leader on the field and in the dugout! I'm so excited to get back into the swing of things with baseball. I miss it sometimes! :) Leah, my Mom and I are always the cheerleaders!

FrIeNdS, WhAt WoUlD I Do WiThOuT ThEm???

I truly believe that people are put into our life for a reason! Everything happens for a reason, yup I can testify that it's true. It's not an accident, they are there to change our lives. Here are a few people who have changed me life and made me who I am! (No Names)

* A thousand miles away and a state away, we haven't seen each other for two years yet you're my best friend. That summer I met you changed my life. You haven't left me and  you have always been there for me. You know how to make me feel good and you know how to cheer me up! You remind me that everything is gonna be alright! We pinky promised.... Best Friends Forever!

* "God knew our mothers couldn't handle us as sisters, thats why he made us cousins." We've been through it all! From happiness to trials we've always got each others backs! Music and quotes are our things. This summer will be a summer to remember! I'll honk my horn and tell you I'm home then we'll run away and start a new adventure. And when we return.... it's back to reality! 

* You... Are... So... Beautiful...To...Meee! :) When I was struggling and at my lowest you were there 24/7 no matter what. You believed in me when no one else did and you still do! You helped me change my life and change the person I am today. No one knows me like you do. You give me strength and you're smile brightens my day and changes my life. You've given me so many tools and shown me so many things to make me happy. YOU are my hero! You saved me! Things wont be the same without you next year! I love you so very much! :)

* Two min away, streets away but rivalry schools away. What more could we go through together! No one relates to me more than you do! From friends, to best friends, to distant cousins so close to being sisters. You are the strength, the hope and the height I lack in life. My life wouldn't be the same without you. 

* You were the best scripture buddy anyone could have. Not only are you my friend but you're like my older brother. You've helped me so much through the tough times I've had. You never turn me away and you haven't given up on me. You were an answer to my prayers. You're always right and you always know exactly what to say. When this year ends things won't be the same and I will miss you.

* Schools apart and streets apart. My life would not be the same without you. We've gotten so close this year and it makes me so happy! I love you like crazy and you've changed my life. No matter what happens I'll always be there for you! Even if we're miles apart, it doesn't matter! You're a strong girl and amaze me all the time. I miss seeing your bubbly personality every day! :)

* My girls....... I've grown so close to you! You've made this year so much fun! Our random laughs at lunch, random voices and jokes. You make my days so special! I don't know what I would do without you girls! I would do anything for you girls! I love you! :)

QuOtE Of ThE DaY!

"Gratefulness is the key to a happy life, for if we are not grateful then no matter how much we have we will not be happy-for we will always want something more."

QuOtE Of ThE DaY!

"Today's test is tomorrow's testimony."

QuOtE Of ThE DaY!

"Determinations is the souls willingness to fight against all the odds and succeed."

My SaViOr!

My Savior

His hands,

His feet,

The nail prints,

He suffered

He suffered for me,

Thats I might live again,

He suffered for me

That I might make mistakes,

And He suffered for me,

That I might go to know him.

He is my older brother,

My dad,

My friend,

My comforter,

And....

My Savior.

My WiSh!

This is my wish for you: comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that when you doubt, patience to accept the truth, courage to know yourself, and love to complete your life.

HeAdBaNdS & CLiPs!

My cousin and I were looking for something to do the other day and decided to make headbands and clips, since we can never have enough. So we headed off to Hobby Lobby and spent and hour and a half getting what we needed. Who knew picking out flowers and ribbon could be so much fun and time consuming. We hurried home got out the hot glue gun and began working. We bought some cheap plain black headbands and clips, then covered them with black ribbon and hot glued our flowers on them. It was a quick, fast, simple, and cheap project!

YoU ArE ThE ReAsOn!

YOU ARE THE REASON

For a second you catch a glimpse

Of a smile on my face.

You look at me for a moment

And all I see is your greatness.

I turn away cause tears form in my eyes.

Though inside there is this happiness waiting to burst.

I feel like I'm floating up in the sky

And all because I know you.

You make me wanna fly high above the rest,

Laughing as I get that calm feeling,

That everything is all right.

So this smile on my face,

I believe is here to stay.

And whenever I feel sad,

My worries you'll push away.

YOU are the reason...

I will never give up without a fight.

ThE JoUrNeY!

The Journey

I will survive this, I know

I have not come this far already.

The way may be long,

but I will follow not the easy road.

I will choose my own path.

I may stumble but falling down, 

will only make me stronger.

I see many faces and each,

has a story to tell.

My horizons expand

as my outlook on the world is broadened.

Each day is a brand new beginning.

I will not take life for granted

and, I will live it to its fullest.

Why dwell on the bad things,

when there are so many blessings in life.

And I will take this journey,

each step a time.

Until I come to the end 

and, can look back

at how far I've come.

ToDaY!

This a poem that I read each morning before I start my day, to start my day off with a good attitude. Often times when I'm having a bad day I catch myself reciting this poem. It's become one of my favorites.

TODAY

Outside my window, a new day I see

and only I can determine what kind of day it will be.

It can be busy and sunny, laughing and gay,

or boring and cold, unhappy and gray.

My own state of mind is the determining key, 

for I am the only person I let myself be. 

I can be thoughtful and do all I can to help, 

or be selfish and think just of myself.

I can enjoy what I do and make it seem fun,

or gripe and complain and make it hard on someone.

I can be patient with those who may not understand,

or belittle and hurt them as much as I can.

But I have faith in myself, and believe what I say,

and personally intend to make the best of each day.

QuOtE Of ThE DaY!

"Anyone can give up , it's the easiest thing in the world to do, but holding it all together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart... thats true strength."

ThE CLiMb!

I really like this song, it helps remind me that no matter how hard life is I just have to hold my head high and keep going! The trials we go through always make us stronger. I will never give up without a fight!

The Climb

I can almost see it

That dream I am dreaming

But there's a voice inside my head saying

"You'll never reach it."

Every step I'm taking

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be a up-hill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes I knock me down

But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it

But these are the moments that

I'm gonna remember the most, yeah

Just gotta keep going

And I, I gotta be strong

Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be a up-hill battle

Sometimes you're gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing

Keep the faith, baby

It's all about, it's all about the climb

Keep the faith, Keep your faith, whoa

StUcO StAtE CoNvEnTiOn!

This past week I had the opportunity to go to Tucson with 9 other StuCo members to a leadership conference. It was a weekend to remember! The weekend consisted of a spirit days ( Dr. Seuss character day, school spirit day and look to the future bling and gold day), fantastic speakers, a carnival/ dance,  barrels of fun, tons of music, vendors, MUFFINS, glitter, lots of spirit, pictures, laughter, smiles, happy kids, tired kids, and memories that will last a life time. After a rough couple of months this was something I certainly needed. A weekend where I could be myself, laugh until I cried ( That happened just about every min. :), and not have to worry about everything else that has been going on. There was NEVER a dull moment this weekend. Every moment was filled with some kind of laughter. I don't know what this weekend did to me but I've been so happy ever since! I can't wait till next year where I can live this experience again. I love my StuCo girls.....and our pimp! :)

FiNdInG StReNgTh!

" You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have." After a rough two months and a ton of help from AmAzInG friends I've finally come to realize what a strong person I am. Everything the Lord puts us through is to make us stronger and it has truly made me stronger. I know that the Lord  is there no matter what and is always there with open arms, all you have to do is ask and have faith. I have truly been so blessed to have such WoNdErFuL friends who would do anything for me at anytime, a family that I love dearly, and a loving Savior to get me through the terrible storms of my every day life.

PoLaR IcE!

Last night for StuCo Freshmen had a fundraiser at Polar Ice! We did fairly good for there being a big party the same night. I got my brother to bring a ton of friends and invited my favorite girls from Greenfield Jr. Even though I couldn't skate since I was selling tickets I still had so much fun! Thanks to everyone who was there!

SuPeR PoWeRs!

Today for Leah's homework she had to write about if  she was a "SUPERHUMAN" what would her super powers be and just like me she is very random at times but I thought she came up with some cute things.

 This is what she wrote:

If I was a superhuman I would have lots of power. I would have a special power to make ice cream! Some other powers that I would have is to freeze time, be super tall and be super strong! Three more special super powers I would have is to be super fast and be able to read mines! One more special super power is to be able to lift things when I look at them for a really long time. With all the powers I have I would share them with everybody. Making people ice cream would make them feel better when they are sad. If I was superhuman it would be fun. All my powers would be great!

I really admire my sister. She is always looking to help others. Never does she put herself first! She is such a great example to everyone around her. Through something as simple as this paper you can see how much she loves others!

HoPe

What Hope means:

Hope is bright shining light which keeps darkness at the bay,

Hope is gentle cold breeze on a hot summer day,

Hope is to remain positive when times get tough,

Hope is seeking more when others think you've had enough,

Hope is dreaming of tomorrow,

Hope is simmering under sorrow,

Hope sparkles when tears form in our eyes,

Hope is light as a feather,

Hope keeps us all together,

Hope is ubiquitous and free of cost,

Hope is the last thing ever lost....

DaNcE CoNcErT

This week I was involved in Highland Highs beginning and intermediate dance concert. It was such a blast! After breaking my ankle last year and having to give up dance for awhile I forgot how much fun performing is! Getting ready has always been one of my favorite things as most people know. For me getting ready for a performance consists of layers of make up, glitter, bright red lip stick, half a can to a can of hairspray ( Yes I know I kill the ozone), curling irons, straighteners, burning my forehead, icing my ankle, taping my ankle, and finally putting on full costume! This year I met some AmAzInG friends who I had the opportunity for be in the concert with which made it all the more fun! There was NEVER a dull moment backstage, every moment filled with laughter and memories! I am so thankful to have such wonderful family and friends that came to support me! I love you guys!